Ok so Maybe one more time just for the hell of it...Not that ne one will read it and leave me ne comments we all see how that worked the last time...So here is me opening up to the useless world that doesnt give a fuck about ne one but themselves...If your reading this then there still may be a chance! I dont know whats wrong with me everything is no bueno. I have no friends I have no life I have nothing!

This is a list of people that I thought would always be there for me and once again I was wrong...

1.Casey 2.Ahryn 3.Tanya 4.Ashley 5.Greg 6.Jes 7.Marissax2 8.Brittani m. 9. my dad 10.my bro 11.lindsay 12.Ami 13.Clair 14.Mo

so thats jus a few!

Moving on...So the whole guy thing isnt working either for once I wish I had someone special that will hold me close at times like this...That will wipe away my tears and tell me everything is gonna be alright and that he will always be there for me...I am sick of being used by drunk guys that dont remember anything about that night! It hurts like alot to be used and to like not even really bein talked too...I kno Im not makin sense but it all makes perfect sense to me... Well im bored of boring you cuz I kno none of you care so if you do care show me...

Hey guys things are still shitty and i dont htink I am gonna write in this thing ne more because its stupid and i hate the way how I have to keep in touch with my "friends" because they dont have time to call me or i dont have time to call them and then its an even more waist of time when you do call them and they never bother to call you back...So im over if your gonna call yourself my friend pick up the phone and jus say hi...Im leavin in an hour to go to north carolina and to washington d.c. so leave me a message....

LAST ENTRY love ya ashley 

Shit sucks so bad I was so hopin to go into this year with a good start and no fuckin drama and here we are not even the 3rd week and I have already been in tears...I always thought that out of all the people in the world could hurt me I never thought he would be the one to make it hurt this bad...It jus seems like this summer has gone to hell I have lost everyone this summer and it hurts and I dont have ne true friends ne more...THIS IS FUCKIN BULLSHIT FUCK EVERYONE!

 A true friend(in my eyes)

1.Someone who is always there for you when they say they will be.   

2.Someone who doesnt just drop you on a dime because of a bitch

3.Someone who doesnt lie and always tells you the truth no matter what

4.Someone who doesnt make you cry

5.Someone that will sit on the front porch and cry with you when your hurt

>>>5 fuckin things how hard can it be?

<<<Well obviously it is pretty damn hard because no one I kno falls under any of those 5...

"I ALWAYS KNEW LOOKIN BACK ON THE TEARS WOULD MAKE ME LAUGH BUT I NEVER THOUGHT LOOKIN BACK ON THE LAUGHS WOULD MAKE ME CRY!"

CLASS OF 2007 BITCHES

              "Party hard shake dat ass drink a 5th we're the best class remember tha boys remmeber the kiss remember those nights we're all gonna miss partyin is fun we're livin in heaven WE'RE THE CLASS OF 2007"

               "Screw the panties buy a thong party hard all night long school is hell sex is heaven WE'RE THE CLASS OF 2007"

BEST FRIENDS FOREVER

            "Smiles and tears giggles and laughs late night calls and cute photographs I'll be here for you til the day of my death best friends forver til my very last breath!"

           "Crazy days hilarious nights hour long talks and pillow fights no matter what we'll always be tite mah girl forever forever so right!"

            "Shoulders to cry on rules to bend money to borrow and clothes to lend firday night hangouts afternoon walks midnight phone calls and gurlie talks our memories 2getha will never end cuz now and forever your my best friend!"

           "I got your back and you got mine I'll help you out anytime to see you hurt to see you cry makes me weep and wanna die if you agree to never fight It doesnt matter whose wrong or right. If a broken heart needs a mend I'll be there til the end. If your cheeks are wet from tears, dont worry, let go of your fears hand in hand love is sent always....best friends til the end!"

           "Written with a pen sealed with a kiss if your my friend answer me this: Are we friends or are we not? You told me once but I forgot so tell me now and tell me true, so i can say im here for you. Of all the friends I have ever met your the one I wont forget, and if I die before you do I'll go to heaven and wait for you, I'll give the angels back their wings and risk the loss of everything.  There isnt a thing I wouldnt do tl have a friend jus like you!"

         "A memory lasts forever never does it die tru friends stay together and never say goodbye!"

Yeh well those are some quotes I have collected and I love the first one...so everything is alright I guess jerry hates me...You kno I always find a way to screw everything up...I quit again a_screw_up_with_no_name <<<yeh thats me...